Life is all about learning. Life is a continuous lesson. And over time, emotions obscure what we should pay attention to. It's important that you learned something. I know something about it since I did lost a lot in my life. It is important that next time and who knows, you may be sending much larger amounts. You will be twice as careful as not 100 times. Hold on tight and do not give up. If it goes well, you will get it back what you did lose quickly.