Does it mean it over, how do i survive this through, am i in my right sense now. i dont even know whether this would complicate matter or make it worst. am confuse right now, i dont even know whether this direction i have choosen is the right path. but i think am too fast about my final decision.
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But to be sincere enough, if i cant take this step about two year ago, i dont think this is the right time for me to take this drastic step. but my fear is the foreseen trouble that await one in future. i have seen worrisome in many people's face that could not take this drastic measure from day one and they are paying due for it now. i wish i could have this moment for life, this is something that i adore so much and it getting to time to let go of it. i wish i could have it to myself alone.
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i hope this decision am about to take would not hurt me forever, and with this would i be able to face reality again. i have gone through a lot and had i known this would be the end of this journey, i would'nt have embarked on it. is this the end of road? hmmm, do i say this is how God want it to be. my blood is boiling and a lot is going on my mind, what should i do and what should say.
GOODBYE MY LOVE.