Life hasn't been easy for some time now. Bad health coupled with hardships, have taken almost absolute control of my life. Sometimes I feel like letting go. The support from good friends on steemit has kept me going daily but being overdependent on others make me quite sad looking at the fact that they also have other obligations to others. Finally got a job but surviving daily hasn't come quite easy and with no hope of payment till some time it kept me thinking excessively. I was quite depressed after no care from family I expected to hell in these troubling times. For now I am trying to endure coz all is not lost. Staying strong for better times.