I have been quite busy for the past few days. It's not about work. I am actually off duty, however, it's about life. I have been quite sick. Though it's not an emergency. Just a 1 plus malaria that got me for a few days, so, it's no biggie. Even with the malaria, I was still attending a programme I signed up for.
I'm fine now though. I took some malaria medications and I'm good. Though I'm still having a few side effects from the medications. I couldn't take the complete dose cause' of the side effects and I was not willing to take any adjuvants. Kinda scared of medications. Lol 😆.... Yeah, I know what you're prolly thinking, a nurse that's scared of taking medications. Welp, that's me.
Though I spent most of my time on this programme, I still had some time to think and reflect on my life. I have not come far in life. I'm still moving, but looking at how far I have come, I can't help it but be grateful for all the things I have, not excluding the good and bad experiences.
Sometimes I feel motivated, sometimes I feel accomplished and other times, I feel like the most shitty person on the planet. I guess that's what being me is all about. Probably. All the same, I'm actually glad. I'm happy.
I'm happy to have the people I have in my life currently. After a long while of being single, I think I'm begining to think of being in a relationship. For those that don't know, I have actually been focused on personal growth for the past few years. This made me lose interest in a relationship with the opposite sex, but now, I think the time is right. Applications to be my girlfriend can start pouring in.. lol 😂.. Just joking, but for real, I need to go build up my rizz. I've forgotten how to do this stuff. Hahaha.. can't imagine myself telling a woman - "the first time I saw you ......" 😂 I really have a long way to go in this aspect of life.
Anyways, enough with my boring love life. This year has been a blessing for me, actually. Not talking about the financial aspect, but I'm talking about in terms of getting connections. I have built quite a good relationship with people and now, I don't really need to stress over certain things. I think that's a plus for me. Not a win, but a plus.
I have seen a lot of people with good connections but they don't actually use their connection to get something. Maybe they don't know how to use their connection or something, but I think it's calm to use your connection. However, I don't think it's calm to over step your boundary though.
Do things for people not for the immediate benefits you'll get in return, but for them to feel indepted to you. This way, they will do everything possible to pay back that debt. I learnt this from a few life experiences, and this is the major reason why I don't like getting things for free.
That's all from me. Thanks for reading.
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