I've had a very long day. I was having coffee with my mother this morning. And she was called by the family doctor that we had to go to the hospital. the day before she had supplied blood and something was not quite right. so we go to the hospital at 10 o'clock. And after some research, she has to stay overnight. when we got to the hospital. There were also all kinds of memories of my dad who died there. But hey, this is another chapter. And I'm glad my mother is getting a good look. Although we didn't expect her to stay there at all. I asked my brother to come. he took the train and it is now nearby. so that he nicely take care of my mother's cat. I'm home now. And I have a really bad headache. luckily with a paracetamol and a nice joint it goes down. We'll see if she can go home tomorrow.

at the visiting hour. I've given her a lot of magazines as gifts so she has enough distraction. we joked about her sharing a room and having company. cozy
I have the feeling that everything will be fine and that she will be home before the weekend. after that I went to eat something with my brother and now I am sitting behind my pc. Thoughts race through my head. And writing a blog helps me to get some rest.

I'm going to end on a positive note. mentally i feel strong. I'm tired but I stay calm. whatever is to come let it come. I felt really alone today. Powerless but I accepted that. And look at the things I can influence. And that's me. how I behave what I do. And to be honest there is some work to be done.
I'm doing my best. I'm also going to sign up for a gym. I already have a divine body. but zero fitness, yes and a tummy. I want to build up some energy I already have an appointment with a dietician. yes i'm going to work on me for real.

I'm going to go to bed. the weed you see is headlock og
Strong but over priced.
thank you for coming to read my story. Another nice update of the plants this week so I'll see you at the next post.
love you all
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