Today is my birthday🥳 and I'm turning 41. But I'm not really in a party mood. That's because there is a renovation next to where I live. 😫And those crazy people start hammering at 7:00 am next to the room where I sleep. I always have that. When one is ready, the other neighbor starts hammering ore sanding again.🤔 But yes you get that when you live in the city. But because of those lockdowns, I have a rhythm that I go to sleep at 3 a.m. and that is shortly until 7 a.m. But I can change that myself. But I still have trouble finding the motivation to go to sleep on time. I also think a lot in the evening. About what I want, what I can do and how I would like it. Wat I have lost Wat I have got.I try to see it as positively as possible. But that is not easy in a world that is hardened and ruled by sick people.
What I'm going to do is change my rhythm a bit. Also exercise more. I am so lazy that I really have to do something about it. But for now I am going to go to bed it is now 1 o'clock. And when tomorrow the misery starts again I get up and go to my mother to do nice things, after all, I have a birthday. I also spend too much time at home that I get annoyed. And so I'm going to work on that. in short, have a good night everyone and fresh hope tomorrow.