I don't really know what to say tonight.
Maybe I could tell you a ghost story. I have several. Nah. You wouldn't believe me. They're true, though. I have stories that are beyond unbelievable. I have stories that would make you question my sanity even more than my blog posts make you do that.
I confess that I've lately been kinda lonely. The past few months especially. Is that okay to say out loud? Right here? That I'm lonely? Everything isn't just perfectly fine.
I feel at times like I'm the only person in the world, no one hears my little leaf thoughts dropping into the creek. No one knows they're even there. Because I don't say they're there.
Sometimes I just fade away. I float so far out of my head that I don't believe I'm real anymore. My psychiatrist calls it disassociation. I don't know.
I'm like one of those birds that has flown into a Walmart and can't find her way back out. I just keep flying into the walls.
I don't know what else to say. I'm so sleepy. Sorry this has been a bit of a boring entry.
Goodnight, morning.. evening.. afternoon.. in the future.
Love,
Serena
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