I suppose l’d write a post everyday, but then I realised that to write a post is really depends on the mood. Yes, a little anxiety attacks me, my mind can’t even squeeze out a single word.
When the sickness or illness says hello to us, especially to my beloved family, I can’t sit back and relax. I do really really really worry and concern about their health!
Worry takes over my days, my head filled with endless “what ifs” and negative ones started dwelling on it. Why? Because too much of googled, all results don’t seem to be nice (thank you resourceful google for all the infos, I learnt a lot of health/medical stuffs from you). So I stopped googling to frighten myself.
I would say no, I’m not sad. When worry takes hold, I have no time to be sad. I was too busy to figure out all the answers for my “what ifs”. Apparently the only answer is BE POSITIVE!
Well, anxiety is part of life. I mean is okay to have a little anxiety, it might be a great motivator to get us to plan well and perform.
What I can do now? Constantly pray for their good health, and tell myself again and again BE POSITIVE. Everything is going to be alright!
Whatever happens, happens. Don’t stress, don’t worry. Stay happy, stay healthy!