Finally going to be moving on with my life and leaving a job i have been working at for 3+ years!!!
Because of something quite common...i did my job too well...for too long, and they put me with too much responsibility for me to ever possibly handle.
It had/has gotten to the point where i can do everything i am possibly capable of and still am unable to make the customers happy and it makes me so sad, because i want to do good at my job, and it feels better leaving work knowing you helped everyone and had no issues, than constantly not being able to do this. It just breaks you down little by little overtime.
We are completely understaffed now and i am/was 1 of 3 people left from when i first came into the job, when i started we were a 30-50+ person team!!! Now we only work with 2-5 people when we close, and maybe like 10 during the day now its crazy. I use to get out at 10:30pm (Even closed one day at 9:54pm BEFORE THE STORE EVEN CLOSED) back in the day!, but now we don't expect to leave until after 11 and sometimes into the next day past 12...
We have changed our whole upper management, there is not a single higher up that was there from when i started, so my yearly reviews probably wouldn't even go over very well and they don't really know nothing about me or the work that i did do...anyways and they still owe me a raise since May 6th...
Length of Service
3 year(s), 2 month(s), 24 day(s)
My last review they gave me the LOWEST possible raise, promising me something higher for my next review. I have been waiting almost 3 months, and have not got anything from them... another reason as to why not to stay, indeed?
I just have to pull through and survive these last 11 days and than i will be able to have this stress, anxiety, and pain finally go AWAY for GOOD!
I am really happy about this decision, a little worried about what work is gonna be like these last 2 weeks, but i am not worried about leaving!!!
I hope anyone out there that may be in a similar situation with anxiety issues like mine are able to get themselves out of a job they don't like and move on with their lives, happiness>money!!!!! Maybe this post it's self will help you never know.
Thanks for reading and i hope all of you have a wonderful and happy day ahead of you!!! ^^
~Mr. J.