hi out there, here the continue of my story.
during my therpay and recovery, i received mails, text messages and phone calls from my employer. they asked if everything is ok , what happended, how long i will stay away from work and so on. after a few days, i decided to bring my companyphone to the office, and also the company car and a few little stuff. that was really good for me cause then noone could disturb me anymore and i can fully concentrate on my recovery. but my thoughts was wrong....my boss called me within one of my physical therpy..i decided to talk to him and to tell him that i am in a burn out and i will be not in office for maybe a long time... and also i give them the information to let me alone with this that i can fully concentrate on my recovery. he told me that this is ok and he wishes the best for me. so i knew that they did not want that i leave the company, i was a too important department leader and i knew too much. but at my physical therapy i felt a little bit better, cause in my mind, and body i thought good that i have done this.... so the next days and weeks i was still in therapy and i thought i have accepted the situation that i am in depression.... but my thought was wrong....
more in part 4 .....
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kr