We have launched out into the unknown. Finally the time has come. Yet, I'm not sure what really marks the beginning or the end. But I guess the fact that we are both officially jobless now and have moved out of our home... Its starting to feel a lot like it's started haha.
I wish I could tell you we are relaxed and soaking up the season. Instead we are a mixed salad of emotions. Moments of such peace come face to face with fear within the I stability and before I know it I'm overhwlemed and lashing out in an angry tone that should never be present.
Myself, my son and my husband seem to be feeling all the same.. sometimes all together and we find joy in it, and sometimes we're each surfing our own wave of emotional and frustrated to be alone. Is there a right way to go about this? Is there something that could make it all easier?
I know money doesn't buy happiness, but it certainly can help. Not knowing where our next form of income is coming from is definitely adding to the stress of it all. But we are determined to fight back the system of "dos and don'ts" ... Who said what's right is right? Or what's wrong is so wrong anyways? We won't learn unless we bravely tackle each day with a fresh perspective to learn and grow.
We are now based in beautiful Franschhoek, South Africa. A land of wine farms and a perfectly kept small town. It's almost unreal. And here we find ourselves, it's a little dream ... Yet it's the beginning of an adventure.
Where to next?
What would you do?
Much love x
