ESCAPE FROM REALITY OR CHANGE FROM PERSPECTIVE? Story II (Veronica loses her virginity)

On her boyfriend's couch, in a small apartment was Veronica, smiling and with the magic in the eyes of a 20 year old girl, with an ironic innocence that she wanted to hide, at her age all her friends had already given their virginity, although she had experienced many things, she did not know what a penetration was, overwhelmed by the so-called social pressure, she accepted her boyfriend's request to go to a hotel, he had never gone to one, but he thought it was time, she was undecided and a She blinked she was in the taxi sitting with her boyfriend's hand trying to play, they decided to stop for a bit of alcohol, she needed it urgently she knew she was physically ready, but emotionally she had doubts, she always heard that she should love the person with who would lose his virginity, however, said that it is too late to repent, what is the difference! When she opened several bottles of beer in the taxi on way to the hotel, her nerves did not leave her alone, she continued to drink beer more, counting 6 empty bottles and two cigarettes they arrived at the hotel.

In the room I enter the bathroom looking for calm dow, the alcohol helped to disinhibited to undress, her boyfriend got excited right away, although virgin, was not idiot asked his companion to use a condom, she closed eyes and let herself go for the carnal moment, more in his mind he knew that something was not right. At first it hurt a little but she did dont care, she wanted that moment ended soon, and in her first time she faked the orgasm, she did it to encourage her boyfriend to get it over with, she got up and saw in the sheets of that bed, a small blood stain, he thought, - that was all ... here I leave my virginity after years of indecision, with a cigarette next to the poor deluded boy, who surely thought that he was a stallion, without imagining that he had to the side to an empty and dissatisfied girl; They ask for something to eat and before dawn they decide to leave.

He dismisses her with a passionate kiss, she just wanted to go home, she enter her house, she notices that her family members sleep, silencing her steps and closes the door of her room, with the pillow in her head, with endless battle of thoughts, some begins to recriminate, others comforting and other thoughts of empowerment; finally enter another stage, I finished with the taboo of that experience, I did not know if it was worth it, but she conclude, that although did not feel love, would not regret something already accomplished, she continued the relationship a few more months, giving the chance to fall in love . all ended with a phone call and a feeling of liberation. she thanks him to that foolish boy, although he could not steal his heart, it would be part of his story.

I will not comment anything more than, my respects to Vero, not by how I handle the situation, but by assuming without attachment and maturity something that for many is such a sentimental topic).
(Original story, photos and images copied from the links).
https://www.pinterest.es/pin/329536897712869024/
http://ninfomana.tv/sin-pareja-siempre-debes-una-mujer-libre
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