It's a bit complicated, knowing the way to assume that you're doing, a very difficult decision, but clear, something was taken the last word which, I think in many ways and I will not let you sleep, but there is always something behind that, the important thing is to know how to seal that, and the best way is to get away and be happy even if it is sad but real, get the good from every bad thing, because it is an experience, which leaves you very important teachings and never guilty to destiny, it is ourselves that make the decisions and make them worth.
repent of what you did no more than what you already did.