Went on another adventure with my father the other day and it was one of the best days ever. :)
Right when we left we saw a swarm of butterflies, probably the most I've ever seen at one time In Sedona!
So... I knew we were off to a good start synchronistically speaking.
We also saw some birds and cows and learned some very interesting things.
I'm so grateful for each opportunity like that I get and I've been finding myself being a lot more present and am enjoying the moment more than I used to.
As I mentioned in one of my previous posts I have been making progress with my OCD, though I'm also still struggling with it and... It's frustrating, but I'm glad to be improving a little bit!
I do feel like "exposure therapy" is helping in addition to other mental techniques, yet... Still not sure how to solve this fully. However, maybe if I just keep making a little progress here and there it will eventually add up!
I'm still overwhelmed and daunted with the future, though believing in myself much more and trying to grow and I feel more positive than ever in some ways!
I also feel like my value in terms of potentially meeting someone romantically has skyrocketed after learning how to love and forgive myself and others better and communicate better and I'm also working on my sense of humor and helping people to laugh more and more and... I dunno, I just feel like I'm finally sort of starting to evolve, bloom or "come together" in a sense...
If that is the case... It took long enough! Lol...
Yet... As I often say... Better late than never! And I've heard sometimes the late bloomers are quite beautiful. :)
It's time for a new level... Not going to excessively torture myself and treat myself like shit anymore like I used to, I love myself too much to do that anymore!
Going to keep working on myself and focus on being grateful and maybe one day I'll even meet someone else who wants to go on some epic adventures. :D I guess time will tell, peace and bye until next time. <3
PS... The pic included wasn't from yesterday, though it was from a recent adventure and I think it's quite dramatic and colorful. I sure have been treated to some lovely views lately and I'm very thankful... So glad to be out of that hospital bed and back out in nature exploring and continuing this quest. 🦋
