I realised I had wrapped myself tight in my fears and it almost choked me
I realised each day I grew up being a shadow of myself
I realised that the little strength and courage I had stored within was gradually been swallowed my weaknesses
I realised I was hope to others but to myself, I was hopeless
I realised those times I thought I was strong, I was only hiding in my cowardice
I realised I never realised I was to realise the reality of life
That the journey is not for the swift nor for the strong but Time and Chance happened to them all
Because it is not of him that runneth nor of him that willeth but of the Lord that showeth mercy
This I realise, one step at a time everything is surely going to fall in place just at the right time and chance according to the plans and purpose of Him that showeth mercy.