A few moments from now we will embark again for my another journey to my fateful dialysis session which would again God-willing clean my blood with its toxins because basically my Kidneys got busted more than nineteen years ago and are unable to function to clean my blood, regulate my blood pressure, and balance out my body's calcium and phosphorus levels.
For many years because of inadequate medical supervision and due to my lack of money to really get the best treatment that I needed I suffered the complication to my bones due to the hyperparathyroidism that I suffered maybe for so long a time even before I had my first dialysis sessions.
This hyperparathyroidism is the culprit on why I am suffering from joint pains, my facial bone overgrowth with a condition that is called "Leontiasis", and my backbone collapse which squeezed my internal organs which is making my breathing very limited especially if I would load-up with fluids because it just adds to the squeezing of my lungs.
That is why I am very restricted with my fluid intake because I only have a very limited capacity compared to when my body structure is still relatively normal simply because my torso had been shortened because of the backbone.
At least I am not in so much pain right now comparing to the past months especially in the past two and a half years where lying down doesn't give me an ease but after I had taken "Cinacalcet" up until now.
I just hope that I will get some more improvement with my bones until I pray to God to get a parathyroidectomy so that I can finally graduate from ever taking that expensive and so hard to endure drug that is causing me appetiteloss for more than two and a half years now.
Right now I am still waiting and waiting until I reached my target goal of achieving my needed surgery which now is just a dream for me and I am not sure if that would become a reality or not. My hope still never fades away especially now that I have this community with me that is helping me around which I am truly thankful for. God bless you all.