Right now I had some improvement about my pain issues but not in a way that I am fully healed, it is just some of the lingering pain went away if not alleviated that much that it had restored my joint functions but if I were to walk around, then I would say that my joints really is still in a bad shape.
Basically my joints are still deteriorating but slowly. I am afraid that my backbone soon will snap which will not allow me to use my body anymore if things get ugly and I will get paralyzed.
It is not something that is not far from happening because based on my latest chest X-ray results my neck bone is crooked like a number "7" and not anymore an "S" shaped form of crookedness. That is because my backbone had suffered a lot of damage due to the thinning of its inner structure and it worries me a lot more than ever if it would collapse on me and cause me paralysis.
It would be better if I would die if I will happen to literally break my back because it is just too much if I happen to survive it once more and just remain paralyzed. Even though I do not want to think about it but ugly things had happened and that scenario is not far from happening considering that I believe that my parathyroid is still raging until now with its function.
So I have to see if my parathyroid is still really going hyper until now because I am religiously taking my really hard to endure medicine for it coupled with the phosphate binder that I am also taking with my food so that I will give it no reason to get hyper for that matter. I am also so strict with my diet now and I am not eating those manufactured food products as they contain phosphates that could elevate my body's phosphorus levels and I just do not want that to happen hence my phosphate binder.
It is just unfortunate that the Cinacalcet that I am taking has a nauseating side-effect and doe give me the appetiteloss. I will not be so surprised that it will give me another illness because of its pungent smell that makes me go nauseous.
I pray that soon some pharmaceutical company would develop another alternative for it because I do not want other people in the future who would need a medicine for their own parathyroid issues to suffer what i am going through right now because it is just hard to endure and hard for the pockets because of it high cost.
I hope that all my efforts to alleviate my bone condition to bear fruit while I am waiting for that instance where I will go to the operating table to fix my damaging Parathyroid so that I will not e required to take Cinacalcet again and I could restore if not heal my pain issues and also bring back my normal appetite back to me. May God bless my efforts.