I think that it is now impossible to buid a new house over this old one which was built at around 1983. I remember that time when I saw how this house was being built and from that point on nothing was drastically changed after that except when my father decided to make a room out of the former terrace.
I just don't like my father having to not make a three room at least for this house because me and my brothers has to share a room with each other while my sister sleeps along with my mother while my father was away worrying abroad when we were just young and when he goes home my sister would occupy an entire room while me and my brothers sleeps at the sofa.
So I just realized that even though we have a house we didn't really enjoy having a better house simply because we didn't have enough rooms that is why we could not accommodate guests to stay for a longer time.
Now that me and my parents are the ones staying and using this house we now not needed additional rooms. What we need is a better room and a better living space and a garden that we can stay and maybe utilize for our vegetable or dietary needs. I just needed a place where I can get some sunshine and some fresh air.
The condition of our house now really is decrepit, it is ugly and non-functional. I was able to renovate the bathroom which is why at least I am confident that we now have a working bathroom unlike before where the toilet doesn't have a flush function ever since it broke when we were just young kids.
Now I do not even want to go and watch some TV in the living space because it is not comfortable there, the heat is radiating from the ceiling not to mention that we have a bamboo sofa that is uncomfortable to sit on.
I just want a good ventilation on this house and in the rooms where this house is lacking. Add to the bad source of air with my brother-in-law turning the side of our house into an aviary of love birds.
So if we get sick of a lung disease I would just blame that aviary. I also do not want any window to face it and get some view or fresh air elsewhere maybe above and not on the side of that house anymore.
There are so many things that I want to get done for this house but my hands are tied because I have to really prioritize my medical necessities. What is the function of a house if I could not afford my medical necessities?
So I pray that that God wills it for me and my parents for us to have a better living space where I can spend the rest of my remaining life with comfort, security, and safety not worry about floods and getting sick and feeling uncomfortable everyday.