I actually had some sleep too early in the evening and I managed to get some shut-eye and that is intermittently until past 11:00 AM.
At that point I can't sleep anymore, I could try but it will just be hopeless because I will just toss and turn and spend the time doing it. I really will not be able to sleep if I am not so sleepy anymore and the sign of that will be my yawn.
I usually would yawn if my body (or brain) wants to rest already and it is not good to fight it or I might get hallucinations or those weird voices.
But my sleep pattern really is not so regular, it is erratic, sometimes I would sleep early in the morning when the sun already had shone brightly or late in the afternoon until deep in the night or just in the wee hours of the morning.
Lately my disturbance in my sleep pattern is about this fluid in my lung issue. My breath has a light gurgling sound and it ads some difficulty in my breathing so it is a factor in my not getting a more quality sleep.
I am just glad that I had some sleep than none. I actually had dreamed of sad things and it is just a sign that my brain really is longing for that quality sleep that never comes.
So that is my situation right now, I should be getting a good sleep but some problems are arising that makes it impossible for me to experience a much better well-being that I am hoping for. Well I had been a dialysis patient for so long a time now and that really explains the complications that I a getting now.
So I just have to deal with it and thankfully at dialysis I can have the power in telling the nurses on how much water that they should take out from my body so my plan to re-adjust my dry weight must be done in order for dialysis to pull water form my lings so I can feel much better soon. May God help me.