I do not know what to do with my lungs now but I guess that I have to do drastic measures in order to get some solution for it. What kind of solution that is on my mind? Well it is dialysis and nothing more.
The dialysis process was unknown to me when I was just starting up until I learned about a few buts and pieces which in most part is quite a bit too late because of the bone changes that already happened to my body.
But dialysis itself had been a crucial part of my well-being and one particular thing it does was the drawing-out or fluid removal from my system. It came to a point sometimes that I cheat on my water weight gain so that the nurse would take extra fluid from my body so that I could find some extra relief.
You do not really find a relief if you are not adequately removed with water. Your lungs for instance would suffer from getting water especially if your real body mass gets smaller and the nurses keeps on taking or targeting tha same weight at dialysis.
Now I just feel that my lungs have fluids in them, so much so that I can hear them and feel them and they affect my sleep. I ought to cough because of my current situation but the fluids are not worse enough to make me cough.
So with the CoViD pandemic around it also makes me feel worried that I also had caught the disease although there are many symptoms of it that I do not have like fever and diarrhea so thankfully I have none of such symptoms.
So the plan is that I have to adjust how much water or fluids that the nurse have to take so that the fluids from the lungs could be able to get pulled-out. That is the desperate but sensible thing to do because there is none other way. So I needed prayers again for my next dialysis and hopefully it will relive my lungs from congestion. May God help me.