I only take my pain reliever twice a week, usually a day before my dialysis because taking NSAID is just bad for the gastrointestinal tract as it basically burns your guts, it is a strong acid and must be taken with meals.
NSAIDs are also known to destroy red blood cells and I do not want that to happen, since I have a good amount of red blood cells and hemoglobin I am not worried much about that issue but still I am cautious and really would use this type of pain reliever that I am using because I really, really needed it.
My NSAID type or choice is "Diclofenac" because it works in an extended period of time in my case plus it is just mild for my stomach. Other types that I used before even with a full meal had hurted my stomach in just one use so I thought that it resulted in ulceration in my stomach. So I never returned in using that particular brand and the other types of NSAID because surely enough they will make more trouble in my guts than the benefits that I will get from them.
The other type of over-the-counter pain reliever may alleviate minor pains in just a few hours but I needed a much stronger ones which made me land in using "Diclofenac" NSAID and the effects is just profound as I can get up and move about with relative ease than not under its effects in my system.
Without Diclofenac my movements are just rusty and painful, it makes me feel depressed and I would think about the even worse scenario if my bones would not get improved which makes me feel more sad and depressed. But if my pains gets alleviated my mood changes and I would feel happy again, at least for a while until the pain relief wears off again.
This is my goal, to free myself from pain but I may had took most of it from my body but still I am suffering from it until now which explains why I still have to use pain reliever just for me to be able to feel some ease about this kind of misery.
I really want to either achieve my goals soon or die, both of which is already good for me even though I will not be able to realize my plans it is just better to die as well because I more feel that this lifetime of mine is not for me and you can obviously see the reason for that.
It is a fact that most people around me had already given-up, some gave-up on me before even trying. Some doctors also do not believe that I can be under the surgical knife but the fact that I surpassed my Appendectomy without any troubles means that I can at least have a good chance of surviving another surgery. My surgeon actually was surprised about my successful Appendectomy operation last January.
So now I am in a waiting mode, waiting for a chance to make my life get improved by the only way and tool that I am using right now, the blockchain technology via this platform and Bitcoin. really cannot venture out in other means than this because of my disability but who knows maybe I can make my dreams a reality and shave my pain away for good if things goes within my positive expectations.
But nothing will happen if not from the mercy and blessing from God and of course from the prayers coming from you my friends, friends that gives me assurance and comfort, that believes and supports of what I want to happen to my health issues. I am still fortunate compared to among other people or patients and I thank you all for all the kindness because it helps me not only me but the mental burden my condition does to my parents. May God bless you all always.