So I take it you are a former Catholic, now atheist looking for answer's to your questions, but not finding it in Astrological themes or in any written religion?

I do believe in paranormal activity, I've experienced it myself, in such a way that I had to have my house exorcised. Was I nuts? I hope not.. I did pass my psychological exam before I entered religious life. =D But I am no longer in that, so no worries, I am not clergy, just a simple lay man.