Fear and necessity. At some point we have to understand our demons, even come to love them, are the only ones who may understand our fears, even though our anxieties increase, but are there for something, I have always said that these demons can not be entirely bad, something healthy must have so much darkness and uncertainty. Dreams may just be an entrance, a test of courage, to see if we are capable of what we want.
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