As you all might have noticed, I recently started back posting here again (though I never actually left this platform, since I have been reading lots of posts lately), so all these days I have been writing some more reviews for you all guys, but I cannot help spending most of my just editing my files over and over again, to the point it can become a bit stressing, which I know it is bad and it certainly takes out half of the fun too…
I can actually relate to what Shakira (I guess you all might be thinking I am obsessed with her, but well… I think I am a fan of hers already) said in one of her last interviews on CBS back in January (a month before her iconic Super Bowl Halftime show alongside her fellow latina Jennifer Lopez), she said something like “even though I know perfection does not exist, I cannot help being perfectionist. If you ask me, I am never totally conformed with my performances, there is always something I wish I had done differently.”
I feel like that is the kind of person I am when it comes to these things, and even though sometimes it might take out a lot of time, which I know I should spend on doing more important stuff in order to make actual progresses, I just can’t help being that perfectionist.
It is something so admiring to see all these fellow steemians who can post daily and even more than two posts at a daily basis, that is the kind of discipline I want to develop in order to provide more content to this wonderful platform. There are so many amazing writers you can find on this blockchain, and sometimes I wonder if what I write is that good… I must confess I consider myself as a slow writer, and that’s mainly due to my predisposition of always wanting to make things perfectly (I know it does not exist, but I want to provide great content), so before I was like stuck with some kind of creative block and even though I have been working on other stuff (it feels actually catartic reading all these amazing posts I set out to find even daily, or almost daily) all this time I have been regretting the fact I am not giving the best I can give to this platform.
So my goal is to be finally able to post at a daily basis, and I do not want to give up on these dream until I finally achieve them. I want to reach the end, just like one of my daughter’s favorite songs by Shakira says. This song, “Try Everything” inspires me so much when I feel low, it makes me believe I can do better and that all the mistakes that went on for too long will not be able to stop me from achieving all I have been longing since I was just a little girl like my dear Valentina is now.