You are special.
You do not depend on anyone to be happy, only about yourself. No one can tell you what to do or what not to do. If you want to wear black, do it. If you want to express what you feel, do it. Never let someone tell you that you can not do it. It's your life and you decide what to do or not. Maybe many people will criticize you but there will also be many people who will support you. I know it's difficult but after the storm comes the rainbow, come out and enjoy your life.
Eres especial.
No dependes de nadie para ser feliz, solo de ti mismo. Nadie puede decirte que hacer o que no hacer. Si quieres vestirte de negro, hazlo. Si quieres expresar lo que sientes,hazlo. Nunca dejes que alguien te diga que no puedes hacerlo. Es tu vida y tu decides que hacer o no. Quizá muchas personas te criticarán pero tambien van haber muchas personas que te apoyaran. Sé que es dificil pero después de la tormenta viene el arcoiris, sal y disfruta tu vida.