Hushed whispers,
Going on all through my head.
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Darkness,
Pressing down on my mind.
This is where being an angel goes wrong, DARKNESS!
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A terrifying calm,
Surrounding the chaos inside my soul.
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I see madness in the eyes of the person who stares back at me from the mirror.
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Hysteria.
Insanity.
Bordering on an edge, ready to take the plunge.
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Like turbulent seas, barely able to contain the storm, raging in their depth.
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Like lava,
Bubbling beneath the surface, ready to erupt any moment.
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Like a sad, old vinyl record that sings of summer days and spring nights that never come to pass.
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Like a shrill wail, that speaks volumes about mourning and grieving the loss of something u never even had.
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Like an alpha,
That has gone rogue
And doesn't howl to the moon anymore.
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The ghosts in my head
Have moved to the spaces between my ribs
And they are having a blast .
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They have replaced the blood in my heart with VENOM.
Now darkness runs through Me
Inhabiting every corner.
Moss covered walls
Cracked.
Haunted.
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The ghosts,
They thrive on my misery.
They replenish on my sorrow.
They celebrate my pain.
They press down upon the bones in my body,
Desperate to make a home in every nook and cranny.
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Do you see?
How this darkness is pouring out of me from every pour in my skin,
As tears from my eyes
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A void surrounds me
And I'm trapped with only my madness and my ghosts to keep me company.
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And I'm not sure
If I want to escape.
Its kind of comfortable here
This silence,
Only broken by the voices in my head.
Even they've become my companions now.
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Don't tell me
To try to fight this DARK with LIGHT
LIGHT is feeble. It is meek.
And this DARK? Literally it's the only thing I've ever known!
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In me
Around me
Everywhere
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Don't mind me. I'm just a girl who bleeds darkness!! And has chosen to play with words
I'm my own muse
