Some people like to be abused. For whatever reason.
I am one of them.
I want to be so completely wrapped around someone's finger that I lose myself.
In losing myself, I lose my pain and gain a new one.
Is this a trade-off of necessity.
Make me forget who I was.
Make me remember who I want to be.
But what do I want to be.
Who do I want to be.
Do I just want the thought of being with you.
At all costs.
Does she know what she's doing.
Is she leading me to heaven or hell.
Would I even know the difference.