Disconsolately,
Heartbroken,
I trusted nothing.
I was deceived,
I was humiliated
And betrayed.
Enamored
Illusioned
And abandoned.
I loved it,
I really love him
And with that, I will not win it.
It's about learning to sleep without hugs,
It's time to put my pieces together again,
Take care of my messes,
Exclaim comfort to heaven,
And beg forgetfulness.
