The sadness

As the days go by, the problems are getting tougher, my friends try to support me with words which in a certain way is a consolation but not at all, life in my Venezuela is even more difficult, so much so that if it were not for some friends I could not enroll in the university, Because the semester was placed at a very high cost for me, stress is already causing me a lot of headaches, I try to laugh at the problems but it's hard to laugh at seeing so many problems.

I try to be positive to see if I can solve the problems but not even that, I say this because today I went out to look for a job and as I was heading downtown my mom gave me some cash to buy vegetables for the week, everything and it's going very well, give me my resume and they told me that I would be in contact, then I went to buy the vegetables of the week when I went to pay for the vegetables, I did not have the money, somehow I lost the money when I went to that place.

I come home demoralized and I tell my mom what happened next thing happened was that my mom started telling me and now, how do we do with the vegetables of the week?. That happened to me due to my carelessness, if it was already bad, the fact that my mother told me that does not comfort me if on the contrary I put myself much worse and now I'm writing, looking for a way to let off steam on a page that has been declining with the passing of days, where I do not care if someone reads it or if they vote for it, what I want is to remove the sadness that I have inside.