Wow @Zeydo you sound very dedicated to your craft. I'd love to work for myself or freelance but I dread dealing with clients and the business side of things.
Growing up I wanted to be a writer but as I got into high school I largely stopped reading and writing, it felt like a chore I had to do for schoolwork and wasn't as enjoyable anymore.
Recently I've been trying to catch up and get through this ever accumulating list of books I should have read.
RE: Journey of a Ghostwriter // Part 1: How I Went From an Office Job to Being Paid to Write for a Living