Wow @Zeydo you sound very dedicated to your craft. I'd love to work for myself or freelance but I dread dealing with clients and the business side of things.

Growing up I wanted to be a writer but as I got into high school I largely stopped reading and writing, it felt like a chore I had to do for schoolwork and wasn't as enjoyable anymore.

Recently I've been trying to catch up and get through this ever accumulating list of books I should have read.