Trust and doubt go hand in hand on the road to surrender.
Surrender can't be achieved alone & I'm not talking about giving up when you've been beaten down after a long and arduous journey, though that's sometimes what it takes to realize there are greater forces at work than your physical output. I'm talking about the sweet sigh of relief you feel when you know there's more to it than your human mind can comprehend, the expansion that comes with the release of control. Surrender takes place when we begin to acknowledge we only experience a fraction of all we are, all we play a hand in and vice-versa.
The seed of unshakable trust is first watered with a doubt. We must first begin to doubt what's before our eyes, begin to question everything our mind's defined, we must open ourselves up to what seems beyond our reach. Bringing our awareness to the infinite scope of possibilities we have access to outside our physical reality gives us the chance to begin experimenting, playing with, and experiencing the multidimensional aspect of ourselves. As we begin acknowledging our multifaceted nature we see our logical mind doesn't know it all, it never needed to. By doubting ourselves while recognizing our totality we're able to surrender, trusting the immeasurable self is supporting us along the way.
Allow yourself to lean into that part of yourself that is so much more than the physical manifestation. Surrender the part of you that must know, allow the multidimensional parts to take care of things without your logical understanding. Spend time with the parts of yourself that can't quite be defined, the immeasurable self, and let that part lead. Know you are so much more than what you consciously have access to, trust this and surrender to that part of yourself that formed you as a whole and perfectly complete being before you, or anyone else had any judgment on it.
Embrace your multidimensional totality, surrender to your cosmic self, live the life that you're destined. Allow source, love, pure consciousness to flow through you. Do this by being you, wholly, that's it.