How many time did you feel embarrassed to don't know what to do?
Personally all my life has had a moment where I didn't know what to do. I have never been a genius I am afraid and probably I have been and I am a simple stupid guy perhaps with a IQ lower than the average, but this doesn't mean that I give up.
I still remember my Erasmus, that was done in Spain. For whom doesn't know what the Erasmus is, it is a part of you university time spent in a foreign country and I have spent 1 year of my time in Spain. I went there that I didn't know how to say HOLA I was thinking the way to write it was without the H but then I started working hard to learn.
I didn't know English and in the Erasmus I was facing with a lot of people from different countries and clearly the majority of them were fluent speaking English so when we were doing the drinking games the rules were in English and I was feeling always bad because I couldn't understand so one of them was bilingual and was traducing for me the questions... how embarrassing. I had a Welsh girlfriend too that started helping me with some classes of English. But even with that I was talking and writing in a shit way.
Times passed and I speak and write much better (I still do mistakes I know and I am sorry about it) and I live in UK therefore I did a big step in that way.
Since yesterday post I was feeling that I feel embarrassed all the time I need to do something related to the use of some programming code therefore last night I chose that I will start learning how to be a Developer. I am following some courses and every spare minute I have will be used to learn how to program with the different languages starting with C, python etc etc
I don't want spend money and I will try to don't give up even if my time is very limited as I need to split between my work life and girlfriend life. If you have any advise to dive me... please do it!
