I thought I could resist the rat race. I have always seen myself as a unique girl who is capable of everything and can never be a looser. I fought for a long time. I stayed up past my bed time. I worked mostly in every place and chased every opportunity. Now I am tired. I spent years having the same routine. Go to work, come back home, watch TV and sleep. I couldnt live my life the way I really wanted it to be. I couldnt make my dreams true. I feel everything going on here is just about survival. I am not sure if I can do this for the next years. It is never explicitly said to you that you need to live on your own and have a good life. Meet someone, have a family, kids and have those kids be more successful than your are. But somehow you feel the pressure all the time mostly when they ask you "how is your job going". And the answer remains the same "Everything is good".
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