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Adrian Blackburn
@adrianblackburn
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I am just a beast
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http://desteni.org/
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2017-06-03 18:59
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adrianblackburn
anger
2020-02-08 06:49
Self forgiveness blog 12: anger and accepting the system, believing it to be real and who we are
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to accept the current condition/state of this world/reality as just being ‘the way it is’, and within this, accepting the way that people are as being
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desire
2020-02-05 18:59
Self forgiveness blog 11: Creating and living passion by investigating desire and fear of loss with writing
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to become so focused on making money, and that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to put my process ahead of making money and put my passions and
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sex
2020-02-04 05:09
Self forgiveness blog 10: letting go of the addiction to chasing romantic/sexual fantasies
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to be addicted to the symbolism of potential sex with women as a purely mental experience I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to
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fear
2020-02-01 05:05
Self forgiveness blog 9: letting go of fear and stress to move me to action as an automated behaviour
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear having a heart attack I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to validate my fear of having a heart attack by allowing it,
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adrianblackburn
giving
2020-01-30 05:15
Self forgiveness blog 8: giving up for self change, input-output
So I was pretty upset today because I had that experience of: surprise! You have to pay a bunch of money that you didn’t expect to have to pay before! And it shook me a little, like I was a bit angry and
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unknown
2020-01-28 05:22
Self forgiveness blog 7: communication, living out loud, self change
For context, this is some self forgiveness I did based on a Life Alignment session I did with Leila Zamora Moreno. She has a very unique ability/skill with these life alignment sessions that really helped
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work
2020-01-27 05:42
Self forgiveness blog 6: hyper-focus and a sense of always having to do something
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to ‘rest on my laurels’ of feeling like I have done something, feeling like I am busy so I am doing something, having some sense of accomplishment
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adrianblackburn
fear
2020-01-23 08:08
Self forgiveness blog 5: fear of loss and fear of the future
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear the future and the unknown that the future represents I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to fear loss and losing everything
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adrianblackburn
alone
2020-01-22 07:06
Self forgiveness blog 4 - A sense of aloneness, the caveman life
I have this sense of aloneness within myself, where I have this feeling like I can’t depend on anyone - in some regards, even myself - like I have to go it alone completely in this kind of ‘roughing it’
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adrianblackburn
money
2020-01-21 07:23
Self forgiveness blog 3: chasing money, getting in touch with myself
I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself to apply myself in DIP/my process as a solution to get out of the mind and thinking I forgive myself that I’ve not accepted and allowed myself
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adrianblackburn
self
2020-01-15 09:32
Self Forgiveness blog 2: writing, self reflection and making money
In this moment, I have no idea specifically what I will write self forgiveness on, no preconceived ideas, yet I noticed a few moments ago that I havent written any self forgiveness in a long time, and
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hero
2019-10-14 23:09
Self Forgiveness Blog 1: Hero and Martyr fantasies, self trust and self confidence
I'm starting a new series here on Steemit where I will be sharing my process of writing self forgiveness statements and self corrective application statements. The focus of this blog is to be vulnerable
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adrianblackburn
tough
2019-06-22 06:21
Redefining the word "tough" and "toughness"
Tough - redefining the words 'tough' and 'toughness' Tough is a word that I have given a positive charge to within the context of what it apparently is to be a man, specifically a 'successful' man in this
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adrianblackburn
control
2019-01-03 07:17
From control to spontaneity
I still get upset when I am reminded about my father since his death. My life goal is to live down my regrets by doing everything I can to make a difference for the better. One thing I was reminded of
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thoughts
2019-01-01 10:01
Thoughts are happening - why am I not aware of them?
Throughout my day, plenty of thoughts come up, but I tend to not really allow myself to become aware of them. I tend to notice it mostly only when I try to get down to working on something, which requires
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adrianblackburn
relationship
2018-12-31 07:55
Self victimization in abusive relationships
The hurt is only perpetuated when I reach for more hurt. The fear of being hurt more exist only when it exist within me to create more hurt, because it has become all I know and all I see. The anger is
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desteni
2018-12-29 07:42
Forgiving existence as myself
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to judge existence, to judge the creator of existence, and to be spiteful towards existence and all creators of existence because of what existence
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relationships
2018-12-28 21:03
Forgiving polarized relationships
Self direction, self creation, and asking for help - these are my 3 guidelines for the moment in my process. I've had a tendency to always want to look backwards, to get stuck in the past and want to linger
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desteni
2018-12-27 05:48
Embracing the mind with self forgiveness
It has been many years now since I have taken on the point of writing myself out with diligence and purpose. In the beginning of my process, much of what drove me was a deep sense of anger and despair,
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adrianblackburn
fear
2018-05-23 17:59
Fear of being myself and speaking directly
A fear that I have uncovered within myself recently is the fear of simply being myself - I will elaborate on what that means exactly: I have had a tendency for a long time to sensationalize my behaviour
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