~ Pretense has never been my strong suit A foreign garment forbidden in my closet A false taste it poisons my soul Honesty is my bread Trust is tea A dish I relish For standing by me For every dream you

~ I was a guest in my shell My silent plea to find me you heard you invited me in to be Trust a concept I eluded With you I felt included My translucent frame, blessed by your light The veil, exposed I'm

~ You look divine under the sun ray A beauty that screams It doesn't whisper or bask in quiet victories A new perspective A perfect muse You quench the thirst and hunger in my eyes You cornered my wanting;

~ I am left to wonder Are you watching the rainbow? Are you taking a train? Are you in your happy place? I know you The high road you chose Leaves your heart comatose Helpless, you become Muted screams;

Derby was all I thought it would. A little quaint city located in the Midlands of the United kingdom. Never have I thought I would have visited, and more so fall in love with this city in such a short

Here, love isn't a game of hide and seek. Whatever is hidden is revealed ... a precious feeling, a glowing orb, our little secret, where we relive core memories. In a mirror labyrinth, a test of truth

Not your hair Nor the poise of your skin Not the exploding stars from cameras as you stride along the red wool sea Each step a remarkable headline Your hair A movie Inadvertently, your presence An atmosphere,

~ I am standing on my words I am still waiting in the hallway Holding your flowers white roses and lilies here it is dark There is no sound but that of the clock ticking I am on the lookout my eyes navigating

~ Articulating my thoughts to you last night was scary Our lives have been running in parallel I am not sorry to deviate from timeline into yours to make us one my greatest fear was flying close to your

~ You touched my soul like a pill diffusing into my bloodstream the feeling engulfed me I felt it take away my burden as if it is being carried into the Pacific now i feel terrific Terrifying and satisfying

~ Like a needle with no thread Like a carpenter with no hammer An assassin with no threat A tree with no leaf My heart feels lifeless What is left of me The blood in my veins feels poisoned My tongue tasteless

~ That sabotaging feeling in your soul I have felt it before I've been there and here Maybe I am not up for it Maybe someone else better deserves it more The voice in my head selling me out I need some

~ The first time I died I saw my imperfections I saw my life in third view I could have done better Swore I would But I didn't The first time I died Time and life left meaningless All to return to dust

~ I need your love Like fuel Like electricity For you're my energy I need your love Like nutrients Like water I need your love To make me breathe To make me live To make me feel alive Your love is my fire

this is the final straw I can't take it anymore all that's left in me is anger regrets and despair I can feel the world gazing at me I feel the shame I want it all to end tonight I'm a falling star fading