"I'm not gonna die today, I'm not gonna die today..." I kept repeating this mantra over and over again while laying hammered on my bed last night. Trying not to puke, because that means walking.

What phase of life are you in right now? Because I can't identify where I am in this moment. All I know is that there's food in the kitchen, I'm sitting on a comfortable bed, I can hear a faint noise upstairs,