You're trying to 'understand' Christianity. This means you are trying to incorporate Christianity into your world-picture. Christianity is itself a fully developed world picture and it's very different

Something like this? Because he suffered for the world, and in suffering for him you suffer for the world as he did. The mirror, the hall of mirrors in time, the light shining through all time. Something

An equation is not a balance of something with a polar opposite, it is an identity, an equation without an identity is not an equation at all. According to your formulation the perfect balance of an equation

Absolutely false.

Thank you, greetings from the desert of the mind.