Noticing her had me frozen, her beauty, it was hard to come by the colors above did no justice to the eyes that made me sigh Seeing her had me flustered with visions of blue and yellow clammy palms and

"Don't eat." She whispers in my ear, over and over again. It sends a tingle down my spine. "Love, my love, don't eat." Her whispers become louder, until she's screaming at me. I can't

Bitter Goodbyes I stand in still silence as colors paint the sky bitter wind hits my face wind bitter like the goodbye Wrapped in scarves and big coats my mind refuses to obey red and orange skies behind

People romanticize falling in love. They talk about their first loves and how it was the best thing that has ever happened to them. They talk about the fall and how it was so wonderful and the view was

Family gathered loved ones brought near the smells of pumpkin sounds of laugher and cheer My eyes are dim my hands they itch my smile is grim however, I cherish I cherish the love for sisters who sing

You I woke up without you this morning, 9:24 am with one thing on my mind you, only you, your laugh, your love, your light I woke up without you this morning, 3:16 am I couldn't fall back to sleep thinking

The Cost of Freedom Trapped and confined by the ones I love most is this my punishment? I am sure of it, almost Drained and confused I hold onto the thought of freedom and living and a future I fear not

I feel as if I only ever write about the darkness in my life. I write about anxiety, depression, and loneliness. I write about these things when I should be happy, and when I truly am in a good mindset.

It was the perfect day for a funeral. Stormy, cloudy, and utterly depressing. The silence was deafening. I wanted to reach over and turn on the radio but I was too scared that the whole universe would

The Old Rag Have you ever felt so worn? soaked and barely together? so soggy, so heavy, so tired thrown around until you surrender? A washcloth made to be used filled with holes that just keep stretching

It's funny how the weather can play apart in your emotions. However, sometimes it doesn't matter at all what it is like outside. Sometimes the sun can be out and the weather nice and you still go about

Sinkable It feels as if I have been walking one foot right after the other sinking deeper and deeper with every step in this sand they once called "to recover" I fall onto my knees, I break my

In the first few times that my depression hit hard, I couldn't get out of bed. This thing that I was feeling was new, and I didn't know how to get out of it. I didn't know how to escape the sadness so

With tears streaming down her face, she sat down. "This grass," Her voice began to shake, and she took a breath. "This grass is soft." She was right. The grass felt strange. It wasn't

I used to have so much pent up fear about death. Wondering if someone was actually out there watching me, taking care of my and even making sure that I didn't get hit by a bus or even if my soul would

She had, what they call a healthy smile. But whenever I looked at her, she gave me the creeps. There was just something about her that I didn't like, something that just seemed off. I don't know if it

The Pill Hello, my name is pill I live in the bottles on your shelf I've made a delightful home here I'll be sure to enjoy myself Hello, my name is pill doctors believe I make you better tired, foggy,

This post was inspired by a nightmare I had a few nights ago, and I just couldn't get it out of my head so here we go! I stared at the pills in my hand. Water. I need water. Like a robot, I get and walk

I have a special place in my heart that no one can take away for summer and nights filled with driving and that old roadway when the sun goes to sleep and the air is cool the windows can be rolled down

As a child my favorite thing in the world was to go camping. The whole aspect of it just seemed to be an adventure waiting to be sought out and I loved it. To make your own hiking trails, maybe get lost