I am kind of done with it I guess. It feels very much like MLM. I see people with posts in the $100s and I don't have a clue if that is organic or manipulated or what. My little penny ante posts are never

I love to... write and I do it daily. I can't say what the quality of my writing is and it ways it really doesn't matter. It is the act of actually doing it. Formulating words and meaning from the flow

I don't know what... I am doing here on Steemit really. And it is ok. I am treating it like a playground at this point. I can't tell if I will ever be successful. I do get frustrated at some things I see.

I can't fix everything... so my choices are to surrender or resist the flow. What is there to do in these downtimes? Time seems to elongate when in these kind of mental ruts. There is no real clear sight

So much disappointment comes... from getting too attached to outcomes. Yes, when things go our way we can celebrate. It is easy. What about when what we desire seems just out of reach? If we continually

Sometimes, I search for... a little spark to motivate and keep me going. There are these dead zones, layovers, or bumps that come up. When we get stuck here it can feel overwhelming. It is during these

I get this way... from time to time. Sometimes it feels like you have support, and then the rug is pulled out. I wonder about this. Like when I finally commit to something and then the help that was coming

Little guy about as big as my thumb was on the bike trail. His parents were fluttering above trying to rescue him.

We have probably heard... all the talk by now about creating the life you want. Some of it has gotten cliche. All the sayings and adages, platitudes of all kinds. Still, there are pieces of wisdom in some

We can't force things... to happen. It is ok to want certain outcomes, but becoming fixated and determined like a charging bull, is not going to make them happen faster or bigger or better. Maybe in the

It is ok to... not have it all figured out in one day, or 2 or however many days it takes. Often we put arbitrary time limits on situations or goals. There can be a feeling of not doing enough or succeeding.

I am learning how... to do this as it sometimes feels like a recurring event. Many times in our lives we may find ourselves spinning from the seemingly relentless forward motion of life. It is during these

When I stop... and let all the thoughts flood out, I can feel the dream come back. I am not sure what I want to share with you or what I can say to catch your attention, but I know I want rewarding connections

I am starting to... move into a better version of myself. I can feel the tide shifting and my life is changing in positive ways. And as these personal shifts happen I want to share and learn to be a better

When we step aside... from the chatter in our minds we can begin to connect with what we are, this pure love and forgiveness. We can't fix all the bullshit in the world by constantly charging against it

I've kind of lost... touch with myself these past months. Yes, I've grown in many ways, but this stopping point and transition I have been in is showing me that I have buried things away. It is ok. Many

I have been going... through some major transitions lately and have not been posting as much. Life has led me back to revisit old emotions that are really not old, but more dormant. Recently, I travelled

It is hard to not have doubts about Steemit. I know my content may not be the greatest, but it is real. Still, I see so many posts that are basically empty and they get paid. It is not entirely about making

I have little... to no income. No home. My possessions in this world will soon consist of little more than a backpack with some clothes, sleeping gear and some small utilitarian items. I live day to day,