Chapter threeOn to OT“We are what we pretend to be, so we must be careful about what we pretend to be.”—Kurt Vonnegut, Jnr, Mother NightIn September 1977, I started Art College, and did no more Scientology

If an attitude given by the Preclear “reads” on the E-meter, the Auditor sets about “running” Dianetics on it.Having asked the Preclear to locate an incident of the given attitude, the Auditor directs

As a therapy I felt it might have a world-changing impact.Completely exasperated, the recruiter retreated into the argument that anyone who did not join the Sea Org was insane. I was flustered, not

Chapter twoSaint Hill“My purpose is to bring a barbarism out of the mud it thinks conceived it and to form, here on Earth, a civilization based on human understanding, not violence. That’s a big purpose.

He said that during counseling so many people had spontaneously volunteered “past life” incidents that he had had to accept it as a reality. Auditing is virtually impossible without such a belief.By the

The coach must hear clearly what is said, and feel it was intended that he hear it. A course room full of people declaiming “Off with his head!” or “Contrariwise” is one of many surreal experiences Scientology

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