Well everyone I talk to stop talking to me or just avoid me and I really want to know I'm I that bad I don't think I am but lol maybe I am

So my sister got a  pet turtle today name Mayor and she puts him in my room so her daughter won't mess with him and I'm listening to music and when I turn around he's bobbing his head

Hi 👋 My name is Kaleiokalanikila Edwards I'm 21 years of age, 5'4, and a virgin. I've never had a friend or anyone to be there for me I'm kind of pathetic.