This morning I woke up in pain. I wake up most days in pain. From the moment I wake up. It can be kind of hard to feel motivated to do anything. Cause I’m in pain. It’s like, I want to wait for the pain

I feel so powerless and I fucking hate it. I’m mad (with powerlessness), and I’m not going to take it anymore.. That’s why I’m writing about it, to sort through this experience, cause it really sucks.

‘I want to rip my head off to make this pain stop.’ It’s time to get real. This is what I experience sometimes. After days and days of constant pain, of having to go through all the motions of living and

It came up in a discussion today how many of us have patterns of holding back out of fear of judgment, that we developed from childhood, some of us having had parents who were alcoholic as a contributing