I'm scared of failure And it's causing me to fail I'm overcome by anger I don't recognise myself I have never felt lower I'm destroying my health Can anyone save me Before I hurt myself I've being crying

The truth is my life is a mess right now You see me Portraying success Out loud The truth is It's harder to pretend I'm OK The stress is Killing me inside slowly The truth is Pretending is much harder

I was reading  through my notes and came across this document, I am now 37 this was wrote when I was 24. Its very interesting looking back at my thoughts and how they’ve changed now. The grammar is

This is the life And This is our timeAnd This is our time This moment is how We live in the now Sitting by the water Slowly getting older Sitting in the sunshine Exploring my mind We are miles away from

the world is stranger than it was yesterday the universe is showing us another way letting us know of all the possibilities once we believe our thoughts create reality we are starting to wake up collectively

I'm not trying to be a lyrical specialist I'm not taking part in some kind of test Im not trying to be better than the rest I'm just tryin to get things off my chest I'm not saying these words are even 

Didn't get the grade you wanted It doesn't even matter Had to skip that vital lesson It doesnt even matter Make yourself ill to pass a test? All you feel is pressure Strive to be better than the rest No

OH MAN I'M STRESSING OUT I NEED TO KICK BACK  I NEED TO TAKE OUT BUT I REFUSE TO IT'S JUST WHAT I DO SO ILL   COMPLAINING IS ALL I'M SAYING I'M LIKE A TIME BOMB MY CLOCK IS RUNNING 

Apparently the NHS is in a mess? Or so were told Apparently we're either way too fat Or way too old Apparently the government endorsed smokers are to blame Apparently the alcohol we buy Legally is doing

everything changes, nothing stays the same, Life is a reflection, of atoms playing a game It is energy reacting to the master mind Instantly appearing across the gulf of time Space is an illusion, creating

i walked towards the future i was leaving the past behind i had to ask the question will i ever really know my mind i pretend i have the answers i pretend that im not afraid i dont know what im scared

they provide government education to control the nation they provide mis-information to divide that nation they provide an illusion of choice so we believe we have a voice they create a world full of fear

yesterday is only ever a memory tomorrow will be your new reality today is held together by gravity all we know is infinity is timeless space is the vehicle for everything everything is the sum of nothing

THE SUN IS NOT SHINING, TODAY OF ALL DAYS THE WEATHER IS SERIOUSLY GIVING ME A HEADACHE THE WIND IS PICKING UP ITS RUINING MY DAY THE BLACK CLOUDS ABOVE, SAY RAIN IS ON THE WAY LIGHTNING FILLS THE SKY,

What is life all about?, will we ever work it out the only thing that’s clear, is I’m alive and I’m here life can be deceiving, if you try to find meaning thoughts can be misleading, Am i dreaming that

life is a bittersweet symphony in my mind we don't have to be strong all the time but all my people right here right now get up stand up, stand up for your rights because we need each other we dont need

I gonna tell you a secret you can rely on me! to tell you all how to be free are you ready for the secret? It's really easy to become all you can be, when you truly do believe belief is the start of the

Do you ever get the feeling something's wrong with your life Everyday's the same and you just can't get nothing right Have you ever spoke to god trying to find out why So you'll Still be waiting on an

WHAT DOES BEING HUMAN MEAN? LIVING AS A CONSCIOUS BEING YOU'RE UNSURE IF ITS ALL A DREAM YOUR MIND HAS THE ANSWERS & WILL GUIDE YOU FROM WITHIN TRUST IN HOW YOU'RE FEELING TAKE THE TIME TO CLEAR YOUR

I like to write, I never think about the words or the content, I write what comes to me if and when it does, if I have to think about what to write I stop until the flow starts again I feel some of these