Went through the settings and where the fans a question that has never been published .

A question if I was hungry for more children ? If not , when I knew we were finished ?

The answer is that I love babies and I mean really love !!!

I can not help them and could have several pieces !!!

But it would not merge with reality.

For we were young , when our first arrived and it was incredibly tough.

When I think back , I would almost cry about how hard we had it with everything.

But would never want to have anything undone, while it was the difficult difficult road that shaped us.

I know what it is to have it rough and hard where no kind hands stretched out .

But we were not bad people for it, but people have become wiser and wiser on the road.

Six years later , we decided to get a sibling to our beloved daughter .

Now we had become a little older , and life was stable, especially financially.

When baby number two came into our lives , we decided pretty fast for a third .

I have always wanted three children and I do not know where it comes from but this dream has always been .

I also wanted to have it finished before I was 30 years old.

When the third child arrived it felt complete and you are supposed to have time with the kids too.

There had not been time for a child and as a parent , you always have a bad conscience . You always feel inadequate and I feel terrible that I work as much as I do.

I envy those who have many children that they have time and can cope with it.

I love all three of my children as much and worry about all three equally.

It's a mother's job to nag , whine , love and be difficult ;)