I'm sorry to hear that things aren't going well for you and I can relate to that because I can't say things are going well for me either. Everyday is a struggle to feel good and I know so many others out there feel the same way. It's difficult living in this society as an awakened person who sees all the injustice around. I do feel like an alien here. I wish I could feel good and positive but I can't lie and pretend that I do. What I do find helpful is being thankful for simple things, such as being able to see, walk, talk, think, smell, taste, that is all I really have right now, but that is more than some people have so I'm very grateful for that. I do care about your feelings and what you're going through, even though we've never met, I really admire you and think a lot of you, how outspoken you are and you don't give a fuck about what people think, you don't conform. I hope we both feel better soon and it's such pleasure to connect with you again, I really enjoy hearing from you.