Thank you my friend. Writing is definitely bringing me some sort of peace that I haven't found in therapy or in reading, so I'm going to stick with it until my brain's finished purging.
Funny, too, I didn't know that my experience wasn't the norm for everyone. Everyone I knew, boys & girls, seemed sexually advanced (looking back, I can see this clearly) and then as I got older, I blocked it out for years and never gave it a thought, so it was a non-issue for me as far as thinking about it, but all the behaviors were there.