People think of me as an agamic masochist. Hellbent over alluring agonizing and excruciating pain towards myself. It is as if I find myself in it. As if it completes me. Makes me wonder if I am a "trouble

When I was younger, I would chat with my Mom about how certain people could trigger me to respond to them in ways that I did not like, and which did not imbue my life with any sense of positivity. My mom

The challenge, training a submissive male, when I'm that submissive male.  This month's challenge. Insert a bike tyre tube up me and pump it up ... on video.  Currently taking suggestions for

| In meme we trust

MASOCHIST Ha ha Laugh again You'll be laughing crimson tears From every soulless eye Heart dead Like twisted regret See my silver As it twists your fucking mind Knife edge A razors pledge Will always satisfy