Sometimes I play an old song just to feel something. Not because I’m sad it is really more like curious. About who I used to be. Is Best Song Ever by 1D too old? hahaha The first few notes hit, and suddenly

been pacing the windowsill more than I used to. Not literally, of course I mean that in the way a house cat does. I sit, I scroll, I snack. I look out at life, but I’m not quite in it. The days feel long,