Wow! What a deep and meaningful response! I love this thank you!

Self Healing is such an amazing possibility that it seems the powers of modern society want to strip us of by elevating doctors, pharmaceuticals, psychologists, etc. over the possibilities of nutrition and meditation - and I love how you abbreviated it to med - as it should be the only meds we should be on!
If you are interested in self healing - these are a couple of great authors that have crossed my path recently: Brandon Bays (particularly her book "The Journey" - really digs into the "how-to" -she healed herself from a cancerous basketball sized tumor in 6 weeks), Joe Dispenza (I've been watching alot of his Youtube vids and he is amazing too - if you have a chance to connect to some WiFi I highly recommend him! -he healed himself from a Spinal injury in 12 weeks!).. I'll just give you those two for now but there are more and more people that are proving the effectiveness of self healing!!

Regarding your "relapses" - ever thought of doing NLP? - with a bit of reading you can probably learn to do it yourself.. but otherwise, try Hive account@ladyofavalon's post: Meditation Excercise
This has helped me with a few things like anger and the saddness :)

Have a wonderful weekend! And thanks for also resteeming <3