I ate my breakfast this morning, nothing special about it because the vegetable meal is lacking in ingredients. I was hoping for a bigger chunks of squash plus some eggplants but my mother just cooked it with some Okra, string beans, and some leaf vegetables.
I also had some luncheon meat which proved to be really salty for my taste, I can never eat such things like cold cuts, they really are salty but I needed to eat them sometimes.
I also had some stewed milkfish in vinegar and with that viand my mother always cooks it with no sauce so it just tastes different for me.
After I ate my breakfast I just finished them with some half of the Pear fruit that was left last night. Then I took my medicines and supplements and it concluded my breakfast and possibly my main meal of this day because appetiteloss will kick in as the side-effect of the Cinacalcet.
I wished that I do not have to suffer from appetiteloss because I just want to spend the remainder of my life enjoying my meals and with this situation that I am into I always feel that this world is really not for me which again makes me feel depressed about it.
Anyway the night had been fruitful for me, I made some money that I can patch for my necessities in the present time and in the future. I just hope to acquire more support because I needed to achieve my medical goals because that is the best thing to do rather than to just give-up. I just have to fight in order to achieve a level of normality in my life. May God help me.